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... got moi results...

2004-11-13T02:26:00.000+08:00

moi juz come back... got moi results today... haiz... not berli good... but... wat to do... got 2 A's... hmm... 2 B+'s... 3B's... 1 C... yahz... haiz... sianz... moi math no A sia... got a B+ for that... sianz 1/2 lorz... den moi go eric house today... haha... no work... wheee.... ok larz... ish he come first den moi go... den watched SI... sia larz... tml wanna go watch them lehz... haiz... donno can make it or not... hmmm... den moi go pool after that... actually ish going wif moi sis de... den her hubby slp le... sohx... moi go wif eric and ming hong they all lo... sia larz... that ming hong... make moi luff throughout... sianz lorz... keep luff'in den cannot concentrate... den aim sia... lamer... den can see larz... he today damn good mood... haha... hmm... den eric drive him to lance's house... oh... lance doggie... sohz da cute... manz... so friendly... haha... even more friendly den yuki... haha... oops... but yuki also cute larz... hmmm... den not even 5 mins... we leave le... cuz they all wanna play majong there... both of us also donno how to play... ok larz... not he donno how to play... ish he too lousy le... ooops... blehz... den eric... haha... he bring moi go eat... we eat le supper den go home le lo... =p haiz... don wanna tok about other stuff... den i getting to hate two faces more and more... damn... she really hypocrite sia... bth... i think i told those peepz de will know who i'm toking about... keep bitching sia... ok larz... not quite bitching... but bth lorz... mean wat ya say and say wat ya meanz... haiz... k lar... gotta slp early le... toooooooo tired liaoz... tata... =p

hmMmMm...

2004-11-09T22:30:00.000+08:00

long time no blog le... back again... juz knock off... sia larz... today got lotsa paper cuts... hmmm... den ot till 7.30... poor eric... wait for moi for so long... see him... actually reach early to fetch moi de... but last minute boss den say ot... haiz... den the two guys... the two nebbie working there... dao and act sia... bth... little bit only den reject our work... shit sia... so gie kao... haiz... den today sharon auntie horz... i say little bit only den luff till so jia lat... haha... say moi too lame le... no choice mahz... see moi no 933 to listen.... no perfect ten... no class 95... wat sia... 958... listen to what??? tok 45 minutes den play 5 min song den 5 min commercial... lame lorz... that channel sux sia... turtore... den... hmmm... knock off le... jing er auntie also lame... ask if got ppl come bring moi... den i say got lo... but not parents... den lame again... bth... den nv eat at work there... they never ask moi what i want mahz... cuz i go one corner help boss sort things out... so starved lo... den eric... haha... soooo sweet of him sia... bought bread talk for moi... den mama call moi... say no dinner for moi today... ask moi go eat moiself... so we went to bp plaza... den go kopitiam... moi eat jap food... =p yummie... althought today de not berli nice larz... lame... haha... den now here... moi at eric's house... blogging... aiya... don get the wrong idea peepz... one level above moi house... i know what ya guys are thinking... i only wait for him to shower... lame... den blog at da same time lo... haiz... tml work again... shit sia... holiday still gotta wake up so early... bth lo... soooooohhhhhhxxxx tired le... haiz... gtg... tired le... buaiz peepz... update again...

hmm... getting weaker...

2004-11-04T22:52:00.000+08:00

hmmm... moi today nothing happening... wake up at 4 pluz... so i shall say wat happen past few weeks and stuff like that... haha... hmm... wanna thanks gerald and ys... for those presents... baby napkin... baby food... thanks huh... suprising one... but i lurve it yahz... den da astro boy and elmo... geez... thanks... den tt time go play pool with eric they all... did i tell u guys??? that ah beng... tt ming hong... liaoz... trash moi til so cham... bad lorz... still got another time... moi win eric worz... see... if ya reading this blog... i told ya i will write tt down... don say don have... den now rotting... this few days staying at home... sick mahz... bth... hmmm... what else more... last time never blog... cuz also donno how to write those stuff down... but anyway... i'm back... =p now looking for jobs to pay off moi debts... haha... lol... hmm... some things... some times... it's juz better not to learn about some things yahz... anyway... it's kinda late... gtg... blog again... =p

i'm back...

2004-11-03T23:07:00.000+08:00

long time never blog le... due to popular demand... i'm back to blog... hmmm... today go o levels... stupid sia... early in the morning kana scolding by mother... also donno for wat... den siao... never say anything good de... like enjoying demoralize moi litdat... sianz 1/2 lo... i sick she also heck care... also donno wat she wants... den go take o levels... sianz lo... take when i sick... no mood... head damn heavy... fever some more... third day le... den when doing paper two that time... darn... gastric... pain sia... haiz... head berli pain... den moi sista treat moi go eat lunch... shit... eat half way den gastric pain... ache even more... hmmm... den today forget to bring handphone out... shit... first time sia... den moi sister bring moi go see doc... eric also go polyclinic meet us... haiz... den doctor say it's not allergic or wat... it's cold sore... donno spell correctly or not... haiz... den give moi cream to apply... sianz lehz... 1 day apply 5 times... 30 cap of antibiotics... still got few more medicine... haiz... den now throat pain like hell... shit... now apply liaoz da medicine le... siaoz... sianz... so disgusting sia... yarz... den gotta go rest more now... suffering le sia... so many days le... hmmm... blog next time =p

cakey stinky...

2004-10-08T01:11:00.000+08:00

today also happening... got 73.9 for moi IN sia... thanks to eric... ming sui... and jasmin... tyco... den tyco god by moi side... done 54 questions in 15 minutes... hmm... den moi end lesson at 11 plus today... when pool with louis... norman... adam... simon... hmm... actually go mambo de... but i wanna listen to song... den wanna find jukebox... so we all go pool factor lo... =p i won louis sia... haha... den today anyhow shoot also got ball go in... so cool... haha...hmm... den never aim... two go in at da same time... sia la... den went to eat mac... haha... after that go back to school... den go take tool box... den go to library... so lame... haha... waited til 6 for jing shi... gan dong mahz... muz thanks louis for acc moi til 5 sia... den that jing shi... seriously donno how to bluff ppl... haha... den thanks to liang zhen... jing shi... and SL... haha... for celebrating moi b'dae wif moi... =p sprayed wheat cream on moi... den pour green tea... haha... den cake... lame sia... nice cake fight... i lurve it... first cake fight i ever had... den ai zai... never change den go lot 1 like that... stinky stinky... den meet ling siang with SL and jing shi... went to take neo print wif sl and jing shi... sorry lehz... ls... like neglect her... cuz take neo print so long sia... hmm... den send ls to da lrt station... after that acc sl go eat long john... hmm... den actually is meeting eugene de... but in the end meet louis... haha... den play paly play... walk back le... thanks su jun and ling siang... i lurve ya present... =p thanks yahz... lurve ya manz... den jing shi... don say don have... lurve yahz... tml another day... gotta go celebrate birthday again... den thanks gerald and ys for calling... =p

those who call moi today... to wish happy birthday...
gerald
yong siang

sms de...
su jun

msn de...
ching yang

thanks palz... lurve ya guyz... give moi such a memorable 17th birthday... hmm... thanks... wont forget last year's de... moi coke bath birthday... gee... still lurve ya guys as much... thanks a million...

Thanks For Making My Birthday Seems Like Celebrating New Year Yahz... So Many days... hahaha...

thanks peeps for being a part of moi life =p

pigko and piggy will be forever...
pigko and piggy will never part...
pigko and piggy will be there for each other...
pigko and piggy 's relationship will only grow stronger...
pigko and piggy is meant to be together...
pigko and piggy 's for life...
pigko wanna thanks piggy for wat piggy have done... not only today... but all the time... not only all the time... but... everytime without fail... hmm... thanks ya... never say goodbye to pigko yahz...

*piggy... think twice about db yahz... really... *

moi 17th birthday...

2004-10-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

today is moi 17th birthday... finally 17th le... haha... kana sabo... but the main thingy is it's fun... let's start from da beginning... hmmm... wanna thanks jasmin... and for helping in moi del practical today... if not really cry sia... ming sui... wendy... kai xin... u guys are great... i lurve the blushing astroboy piggy bank... =p thanks for the long planned sabo session... thanks for da berli special birthday song sang in da toilet... hmm... this is a berli speacial day... they bluff moi to the toilet... den they started to prepare stuff... out of da blue... all rush out den get moi to a corner... start splashing powder on moi... and water too... haha... cool... =p den moi whole black top turn white... haha... den take pics sia... =p after that... juz remember kai xin's fone got video... haha... oh... nonono... rewind... replay... start again... haha... den i went to hug everyone of them... thanks manz... i lurve u guys... =p den wanna thanks ming sui... for asking ppl to spread moi birthday around... =p den wanna thanks her... sick le forget to bring moi present den rush to again to get it... touched... and thanks jasmin... cuz i saw louis fone... u reminded them that it's moi birthday... thanks cindy for putting moi birthday in her blog =p ohh.... so many ppl to thanks... hmm... den i walked to the lift all wet... everyone juz looked at moi... haha... giving those what the hell face... =p den we go into the lift... sia la... the smell of the powder so strong... den they all so lame... guess what they say... 'told u shower gotta take off clothes le'... ' mother never teach de lehz'... 'need us to teach ya how to apply powder... y u apply it on ya clothes instead of body'... sia la... so lame... haha... den when to math... oh man... the lecture was like... what the... happen to you??? haha... somemore i'm freezing in da class... haha... duh... den i donno press what... den deleted all the pics in his phone... oh no... haha... den i went to meet wei le and zhao yu... thanks guys... wear litdat go bugis sia... cool... got spending ya time with me... especially zhao yu... keeping trying berli hard to entertain and making mi feel happy... haha... den bought new skirt at topshop... haha... hmmm... thanks zhao yu for da dinner... =p den louis... haha... thanks man... for mentioning those stuff... =p hmm... friday yahz... den after that suppose to meet ling siang and kelvin... but cmi... haha... so went to meet louis... hmmm... gee... thanks everyone for all the stuff ya guys did for moi =p tml i shall have an entry on wat jing shi and i do yahz... ritez piggy... =p

wanna thanks all of ya... who sms moi yahz... first... =p
kar wee
sister
cindy yeo
qian hui
wendy
kai li
wei le
jennifer
li ping
get a life(77th street)
mother
louis
ling siang
jing shi
kelvin loh
berlin
simon
jojo
eugene teo

thru msn...
xiu wen
jennifer
zhao yu
kar wee
cindy yeo
wei le
eric
kai li
kai xin
lian feng
qian hui
deneng
jing shi
song lim
huan zhi

thru phone...
kai lin
wei le
jassmin
yong siong

in person...
jasmin
ming sui
mas
seelan
soo ling
wendy
zhao yu

on da card...
mother's friend (angela)
jasmin
ming sui
kai xin
wendy
simon
sherwin

e card...
hui ling

thanks everyone...

and to moi beloved kai li darling... no probs man... yesh... nothing can ever draw us apart yahz... we'll never let this 'relationship' ends... don hate yaself... i won't let ya hate da one that i lurve and treasure lotsa... =p

thanks cindy baobeizZz... lurve yahz... thanks yahz... ya greetings really brighten up moi day =p

thanks everyone... and if i've miz anyone out... do let moi know yahz...

thanks to moi mother... =p heez... no money le still spend so much on moi... lalala...

hmmm... what should i say???

2004-10-04T22:36:00.000+08:00

hmmm.... actually today no need to go to school de... but... haha... still wake up at 7 plus... haha... den found out... oooops... moi house not plastic bottle... those mineral bottle type... haha... den faster went to limbang buy one bottle of mineral water... sia la... sianz 1/2... de queue so long... den rush home... make da pi pa guo de water for louis... haiz... moi nanny sick so long havent ok mahz... hmm... den went to meet him for breakfast... haha... late le... hmm... den go 302... no place to sit... so go the interchange there de small small coffee shop... haha... den took 985 go mech master... hmm... so lame sia... go there saw zhao yu and wei le... wei le lo... like not berli happy to see louis litdat... no talk at all sia... den i played wif louis lo... hmm... after that played billard... haiz... don see billard like so fun sia... table so big... think bigger den moi bed... hmmm... den after that ah ying come... den litdat lo... saw peng chuan in school... same lo... never say anything... haiz... den moi and louis go help jing shi wif her ita... sooo good sia... help moi take labby and bag... hmm... den went to meet mas... seelan... soo ling... and jasmin after that... for del consultation... haha... so lame... den they all lar... duh... keep making fun of moi and louis... duh... lame lo... den go home... that eric la... lame also... part two... continue making fun of moi... lamer sia... den jennifer told moi got buy b'dae present for moi... say wanna meet moi one day... woah... sooooo good sia... gan tong... =p ate chicken wing =p so nice... haha... den actually wanna go imm eat cheese cake de... but louis mother got cook... so eat at home... den actually wanna go airport de... but too late den decide... haha... so went lot 1 instead... hmm... so lame... went library... sia la... see the cookery book... ohhh... *drooling* den go walk walk... haha... den go buy the bean curd for moi mama... den walk home... he hor... send moi home... den help moi take da bean curd... itchy hands... haha... keep swinging... den all smash le... duh... ni de jing xing jie zhuo... lucky moi mama nv say anything much =p hmm... lame... den moi reach home le... louis sms moi... say moi drink berli nice =p hmmm... feeling betta jiu hao... den saw moi msn got ppl msg moi... guess who??? mich sia... hmm... haiz... moi nick put pigko lurve piggy mahz... den she come ask moi if i ahem ahem... haiz... den i see her nick... b StronG & foRget e paSt k gEr. . I'LL b teRE 4 Ya... so i ask her lo... after i reply say tt person referring to jing shi in da nick den she don wanna reply le... sianz 1/2 hor... soooohhhh puzzled... how... everytime end up like that de lehz... haiz... den always somehow involve same person... sianz lor... not say i wanna say... but never see each other before... like know each other so well... hmm... i got nothing to say le... also don wish to talk about it... tired... tired...

nitez!

2004-10-04T01:14:00.000+08:00

so late le... feel like sleeping... hmm... yesh... juz now got eat long john... hmmm... wanna thanks kelvin... again... haha... for buying da cds... so i can complete moi card... den go up... pass gastric pills to eric... den meet louis again... went to k pool find qh... saw lf... sc... and st there also... den pass cd le... went to long john eat lo... eat so long sia... haha... den tok tok... after that... they came down... lame... sit beside so long never notice moi... hmmm... haha... den buy supper for moi parents... haha... recieved first b'dae present from moi parents... billabong top sia... so happy... hmm... den i walk home... louis also... haha... walked moi home... soooo good sia... den that eric... lame sia... bring vcd down... den borrow glue... haha... neighbours! now so late le... gotta slp soon... tml morning... meeting louis again... haha... for breakfast... den got play pool with zhao yu and wei le... obviously plus him la... k lar... late le... tata everyone...

homely sunday...

2004-10-03T16:20:00.000+08:00

woke up at 11 plus today... haha... den sms with that nanny of moi... =p hmm... lazed on bad sia... 12 plus litdat den go out wash up... haha... moi mother cook zhu tu zhi soup today... wahahaha... got bao bei... so nice... i ate so much... den chatted online... the eric so lame... donno why now den notice such a lame neighbour sia... den that louis bluff moi... haiz... say nv go out... in the end go jp... hmm... den say i feel like eating long john... haha... so good... tell moi later bringing moi to long john for dinner =p but don happy too early... muz see got really bring or not... haha... den done mel quiz... manage to finish the eps survey... resistors, capacitors and osolliascope quiz... finish del 5 and 6 le... haha... later den continue the rest... so good hor... all got 100%... but not i do de... either eric or louis send moi the answers... sooo good... haha... lame sia... nothing to do now lehz... eric sleeping... waiting for him to wake up bring vcd down for moi to watch... haha... lame sia... also quite puzzled now... haiz... the situation... about it... hmm... blur blur le... haiz... how sia... sos... jing shi!!! sos... haiz... hmmm... exams coming soon le... so stress... maybe cuz of moi class bahz... so will feel stress... see the few gals like that... sianz 1/2 le... haiz... nothing to do now... waiting for time to pass... den continue do moi mel... donno where to check time table lehz... sianz 1/2... den gotta study IN also... haiz... tomolo going to school... consult da lecturer for del... den donno le.. haiz... maybe jio ppl out study eg1 and dcca bahz... most importantly... IN... wrong course le la... join this kind of course... cop so high... but yet so difficult to study... moi senior told moi this is one of the most difficult course to study... some more technology keep changing... so ppl will keep learning new things... like that berli cham ar... donno which to store , save and delete... later delete in moi memory le den say require again... haiz... den so saddist... haiz... k lar... wanna go munch on something le... haha... oops... again... *curving for cheese cake* update again bahz... =p

chinese garden...

2004-10-03T02:31:00.000+08:00

went to chinese garden wif louis juz now... haha... thanks eric for driving moi to da interchange =p den meet le go chinese garden... haha... on the way there so lame sia... this guy getting lamer and lamer... havent know him hor... think he berli dao de... now... haha... the other way round... den saw so many lanterns... lame ritez... ok lar... den went up some kinda tower de... climb stairs sia... tired le... haha... go up there... all couple couple de... sianz 1/2... so extra... haha...muz thanks louis for da enterance fees... haha... den took pic of eeyore and piglet... haha... keep saying i kiddy sia... den went off around 10 plus... donno where to go... initially wanna go airport de... den say espanalde... den in the end... go causeway watch movie... haha... watch midnight... so funni... watch dougde ball... first time go watch movie wif him sia... hmm... den after that take taxi back... he send moi home first... den walk back himself... lame sia... don see him so tall... legs long long de... walk so slow... haha... den moi mother lo... scared moi sia... juz open the door heard her voice ask moi not to lock the door at the back first... brother not back yet... den even before i saw her... she's in her room le... so dark cant see anything... haha... lame lo... so freaky... nowadays... mothers all the same... now chatting online with eric... lamer sia... haha... ok larz... den ys called ask moi go out tml... so sorry... IN exam next week... gotta have preparation... if not sure fail... some more core module... if fail go bang wall le... so next time bahz... and louis hor... next time den go larz... think if u reading... should know where i'm talking about... haha... there... after da movie... wanna go... haha... lame... ok la... gotta go lala land le... meet huan zhi there... gonna be late soon... haha... jing shi... think about what you told me today yarz... think twice... cya... tata... and guys... brush teeth before ya sleep... zzZZZZzzzZZZZzzz...

stressful ita...

2004-10-02T13:15:00.000+08:00

finally... i've uploaded my ita project... but the file is too bad... wat to do... haiz... den late for submission for 10 mins... hmm... donno will deduct marks or not hor... den yesterday rushing for project... haiz... 7.30 am den sleep... sianz 1/2... so tired sia... head dropping le la... hmm... den muz thanks louis and eric... haha... middle of the night come my house help my with my ita... sooooo good worz... =p den tt adam... come my house cuz he got no labby... sia larz.. haha... never give mi password how to upload for him??? haha... lame lo... den so tired... slept at 7+... den 10+ wake up le... man... after moi ita... now... gotta rush for IN... haiz... IN test next week le... so fast sia... finish 11 chpt le... i only know one... haha... chpt 11... see la... o levels also not so hard working... actually going out with louis later... but he going pool... bo jio sia... haiz... donno at night still going out with him or not... see lo... hmm... den now eric on the way to moi house... so stress... stressful week... long time never been so stress le... see la... who told mi poly relax sia... IS module only so stress... wat about moi core module... duh... i also wanna play pool... hmm... sianz... two weeks never exercise le... haiz... no time... think my stamina going down again... hmm... after next week... gotta rush for moi o levels english... duh... haiz... next wednesday lo... i think so stress... next wednesday come le also will forget sia... hmm... great time to be alone now... haiz... hybernating... so hungry sia... wanna thanks wei le worz... haha... so good... treat moi swensens yesterday... haha... eat le ard $40 sia... oops... hmm... headache lehz... coming back le... these few days keep having headache... haiz... hmm... bth... i wanna go out lehz... hmm... donno can go out or not... sianz... getting fatter and fatter le... hmm... after exams... clear three days out... confirm le... muz clear three days to sleep sleep sleep... haiz... no mood to continue le... gotta to standby mode... haha... next time den continue... stress... stress level 98%... *shake head*

hMmMm... headache sia...

2004-09-30T13:25:00.000+08:00

hmmm... today of all day is a test day sia... hmm... laming day... hmm... wanna thank moi nanny.. =p ok larz... i shall be good... thanks louis... haha... so good worz... make honey water for moi... like i grow so big also nobody make for moi before... =p thanks man... today got jap test... hmm... nothing seem to be able to get into moi head... haiz... headache sia... havent been able to sleep well for these few days... haiz... o levels also not so stress... sianz 1/2... think i long long time never been so hard working le... not like me sia... haha.... ok larz... thats not moi 100 percent but... i never put in more den 50 percent in moi studies before sia... hmm... ok larz.. i admit... got... geo and dnt only lorz... sianz... den now... haiz... but if work so hard also no use... too hard le la... cannot get anything into moi head... or cuz not enough rest??? hmm... haiz... see la... stupid time table sia... so many test... cheat moi feelings... still say poly life so relax... sianz lo... haiz... hmm... juz took moi IN practical... liaoz... careless... lost 20 marks juz like that... lame lo... but that's always me... impatient... haha... cannot wait de... den some more... hmmm... 50/50 lo... either rite or wrong... :p haiz... now waiting for math tutorial... nothing to do... hmm... sianz sia... still got test... eps also... wat function generator sia... why not live life simple... make moi life so difficult for wat sia... headache... den moi mother... sianz... everytime compare moi wif others... sia larz... den when i compare lehz... tell moi everyone's life diffierent de... if u know it's diffferent den don compare la... duh... contridicting sia... haiz... den i headache lo... also never show concern... so unfair... others lehz... so concern... watever larz... i got like 5 test today lorz... still got stupid ita... making mi so stress... long time never feel so stress le... i think other den the few subjects... long time never really revise le... some more like start revising so early lo... haha... in da past moi revise is like study the night before nia... now lehz... haiz... think i'm already starting to plan for moi path le... but not IN lehz... some how think cannot find time to study... think i juz gotta spend moi whole sunday at home juz for IN bahz... if i can bahz... heez... cuz don think i can... den gotta summit ita soon le... haiz... how sia... like nv produce anything like that sia... head big big le... sobz... haiz... hmm... so tired... now i really start wondering how tired i am sia... yesterday lo... eat lollipop also can sleep sia... haha... go into the class not even 5 minutes doze off le... haha... den wake up tt time... lesson end le... pro lo... eat lollipop also can sleep... see la... haha... almost two hours sia... haha... hmm... den today moi school got the school beau and belle thingy... not nice de... the two host eyes got stamp... haha... bth... actually wanna study jap now... but i fail... somehow here got black magic... everytime making me fall asleep sia... bth... hmm... so tired... think hor... wait til exam over le i wanna find two days stay at home... =p sleep til i song... haha... wanna sleep till siao... miz moi bed now lehz... haiz... haha... anyone can bring moi bed to moi??? i'll be berli berli berli grateful sia... haiz... how... tired... hmm... bag so heavy some more... haiz... juz now almost drop moi labby sia... hmm... sianz... haiz... hao bei ow... ok larz... shall stop here =p i wanna try to memorize moi jap le... haha... hopefully can make it thru...

hmm... today of all day is my day... lunar 14th of 8th month...

2004-09-28T01:49:00.000+08:00

so long never blog le... suddenly feel like blogging... think wont be blogging so often now... cuz moi final exams coming le... it's 1.49 now and i'm still not asleep... :p still thinkin of wat mich told moi that day... and wat jing shi told mi... hmm... nvm... when to sch today... got the school belle thingy... but didnt waited for the results den i go off le... hmmm... went to play pool with eugene and louis... hmm... eugene hor... sia larz... so pro... bth... actually got kelvin de... but he came too late... so louis and mi left first... :D went back to sch find gerald... haha... lame lo... play bball... shooting... kaoz... something wrong with the ball... gotta knock it down... haha... 60 push ups... den went off with him... ate long john... he treat moi worz... haha... shouldnt have eaten sia... louis feel so unwell after that... guilty... den went home slept... til ard 9 den wake up eat... today 14th worz... lunar 8th month... guess wat... moi lunar b'dae... heez... mama cook mian xian for moi with two hong ji dan :p still got moi fav cod fish... haha... so many prawns... so full... den talked on da phone with wei le... hmm... chatted on msn sia... now blogging and doing ita... k bahz... don tok about not happy de... tt's all :p others... should keep to moi self for da time being :D

thanks kelvin...

2004-09-23T01:15:00.000+08:00

actually got lotsa thing to say de... but that ahem... keep nagging about those useless stuff... came in at 12.15 and started nagging... now... it's 1.15... 1 hour... den scold me so late havent sleep... blame who??? den say so late never sleep... the whole thing start all over again... it goes on and on and on... haiz... wanna thanks wen liang... for helping in moi ita... thanks jing shi... u should know why... thanks kelvin... so touched... he bought gastric pills for me cuz i got gastric yesterday... even when to ask the pharmacist for advise on which type to buy... gee.. thanks kelvin... wanted to thanks louis for teaching me... haha... and my pool shi fu... norman and simon... louis soon to be... *grinz* ok... donno wat to write le... spoiled my mood... actually in da mood for a long entry about the happenings... but... nvm... oh yarz... thanks louis for his phone =p first time went to mac til they close... we were the last to leave... haha... ok larz... listen to a whole day's lecture also sianz le... nitez... shall blog again... hopefully before she nags her same old stuff again the next time =p

skipped dcca

2004-09-21T17:28:00.000+08:00

sister call this morning that she's going to skip lesson for da whole day... so song... haha... ita ended early today... one hour earlier... this means i got three hours break... wat to do sia... see... wat i've predicted is rite... happening only take place on weekends... no place to go... jasmin??? don talk abt it... last time arhz... if nobody she'll keep ya accompany first... now... dream on man... den told me that she forget the whole thing about going to the gym on sat... i didn't even remember asking her along.... cuz... i know she'll not turn up even if she said she will... haiz... den went to find the guys... they wanna to go adam's place... but i'm the only gal lorz... sianz... den some more like they don really want me to follow... haiz... but in the end... i went to play pool with louis... tian qi... and seelan... haha... so lame lor... wanna bet... loser strip... obviously i lose la... but never strip =p haha... tml... planning to go again... we four together for da same game again... and again... loser strip... still reminded me to wear more tomolo... duh... haha... den the four of us skipped dcca... played till 3... haha... not fun... the ball juz wont go in... they muz have cast black magic spell sia... =p den went for IN... die... chapter 11 le... my knowledge still before school starts... no difference... haiz... den class also end early... haiz... waiting for wen liang to come and teach me ita... haha... donno how to do... he go sp meeting den come all the way back to np... so good worz... haha... gee... thanks... den later meeting kelvin loh... =p ok la... so hungry now... sianz... i wanna eat lehz... donno wat to write le larz... listening to jay's song... wanna go his concert... haiz... hopefully i'll be able to make it...

what u think???

2004-09-21T01:01:00.000+08:00

if a guy and a gal is together... but none of them fancy each other... what does this means??? if a guy's heart is still with the other gal... and it's obvious that he's not interested... but keep telling ppl that he has forgotten her... what does this means??? if a guy keep lying... the gal knows but keep trusting... what does that means??? ok... obviously the guy is juz trying to make use of the gal to forget somebody... but the gal juz let it be so... what does this means... or maybe it's juz the gal who is paranoid... god knows... but when a gal and a guy kisses... does that mean that their together??? hmm... but... haiz... somehow... seven months seem to be a torture to me... but well... haiz... but it seems to be fading soon... hmm... well... let's not talk abt it...

memorable

2004-09-20T23:20:00.000+08:00

sometime didn't blog le... now i'm back... jing shi... blog le... haha... don say don have... starting to think that life's getting more and more happening... maybe it's because i'm starting to learn and trying to get use to individual life??? being more independent??? today... i found out that there are more then one friend... who are willing to lend a helping hand to me... offer it even if i didn't mention it... thanks huan zhi... soooh da grateful =p i wanna thanks kelvin loh too... u're there when ever i needed u to... hmm... *wide grinz* starting to feel life's coming back... =p at least got peepz willing to help =p huan zhi ar... haha... if u happen to read my blog... thanks... hmm... think i only started to get to know him better after we leave sch... haha... this is always the case... and we didn't lost contact til now even if we don meet that often... don ever lost contact yahz... don wanna lost anymore contact... can say the only person who know me well now??? willing to help a helping hand... a listening ear... and blah blah blah... gee... thanks... den saw wen liang today... hair so da black le... long time no see... haha... hmm... starting to get to know louis... haha... and that gang better... no bad... quite a fun gang to be with... but this is only the beginning or the ending... as u guys know... not all friendships last... so... i really hope this few friendship with those people mention above last... jing shi... and u... no escaping... haha... and kai li... yesh... kai li... u... not forgetting... once a month yahz... so... better not forget me... or else... muahahaha... =p great peeps to hang out with... and louis... finally... found one... my new gym khaki... also a berli on guy... haha... brother brother yahz... den that gang got adam... lalala... norman... hahaha... and simon... =p why always clinque with guys sia... haha... and juan... if u happen to see this... hmm... long time no see... don lost contact k... :p life's getting happening during the last week end... will it be as happening this week??? or will it still be happening only on weekends??? o.O every break like so miserable... haiz... ok bahz... shall stop le... it's late =p

in the shadows...

2004-09-14T20:45:00.000+08:00

No sleep

No sleep untill I am done with finding the answer

Wont stop

Wont stop before I find a cure for this cancer

Sometimes I feel I going down and so disconnected

Somehow I know that I am haunted to be wanted

I been watching

I been waiting

In the shadows all my time

I been searching

I been living

For tomorrows all my life

In the shadows

They say

That i must learn to kill before i can feel safe

But I rather kill myself then turn into their slave

Sometimes I feel that I should go and play with the thunder

Somehow I just don't wanne stay and wait for a wonder

I been watching

I been waiting

In the shadows all my time

I been searching

I been living

For tomorrows all my life

Lately I been walking walking in circels,

watching waiting for something

Feel me touch me feel me,

come take me higher

I been watching

I been waiting

In the shadows all my time

I been searching

I been living

For tomorrows all my life

I been watching

I been waiting

I been searching

I been living for tomorrows

In the shadows

I been waiting

The Rasmus

"In The Shadows"

running... shiok...

2004-09-13T23:36:00.000+08:00

hmm... started today bad again... don wish to talk about it... selfish people... sux... den finally finished written da script... relieve... hmm... den when to accompany li yun they all eat... sia larz... today like keep seeing everyone... walk few steps den stop and say hi to friends... li yun they all also cannot stand sia... haha... haiz... everytime bump into andrew... lol... bth... den cannot contact kelvin... so met feng kor instead... hmm... went to eat long john... den after that kelvin treat me watch garfield... so lame sia... funny show... den send me home... den change clothes... when running with feng kor kor... weak lehz... run litdat den stop le... bth... see... told ya quit smoking le... den i ran 7.6 km in total today... haha... hmm... ok larz... but different sets... still far from good... haha... 19 rounds worz... first time... den when to bp plaza eat... mos burger... haha... the packing for da mos chicken so cute... den went to find swing... haha... so lame... after that... send me home den here i am... blogging... haha... k larz... today is a short one... really berli tired le... so gotta go orh orh... kk... cya guys... nitezZz...

happening sia... tanned tanned day...

2004-09-12T23:29:00.000+08:00

today.... sooooo da happening... in da morning... got ppl come my house... lalala... guess wat??? my room got scv le!!! woooooooooooah.... sooooo happy.... finally... after waiting... waiting... long waited one... heez... den met lian feng go sentosa... wahahaha... i was late... ok... not berli late larz... hor kor... =p den when to eat pasta mania... kor treat me worz... soooohhhh good... lol... liaoz... if i know don eat sia... eat le sooohhhh full... stomach round round de... so orbit... haha... den when to sentosa... sia larz... bingo... raining... so when to merlion... waohhhh... so excited... first time go merlion... haha... den stupid feng kor... pay for him den keep pushing the money back to me... lame lorz... den wanna give me even more money... ppl... if u all got no money go find him den treat him smt can le... *wink* k larz... den go in they give me da sand coin... gotta insert into the merlion mouth... so lame... den nv bring camera... wasted... haha... lucky got camera fone... den when to watch to cartoon... sia larz... only two of us... diaoz... stupid feng kor keep scaring me sia... duh... such a kiddy... den... wahahaha... rain rain go away... rain stop le... den we go to da beach... haha... walk to the idea spot le den gotta walk back to buy mat... haha... den buy the water tt made of gold... 2 dollars for one mineral water... haha... den walked all da way back again... den we when into da water... my kor sooohhhh good sia... brought me to the wooden plank in da middle... muahahaha.... his shorts dropping off... oooops... den laming around... den i push him into de water... berli bad ritez... haha... nvm... i like can le... den *censored* u guys shall use ur imagination to contiune da story... sooooo long... haha... so after tt... both lame person donno wat to do... wanna go eat cheese prata... den nonono... watch movie... nonono... eat long john... haha... den... take neo print... nonono... brownie factory... den in the end... went cineleisure... woah... saw vivien... so good... everytime saw her... lol... both got those suprised expression when we saw each other... actually wanna watch movie... but no suitable timing... soh... when to take neo print... muahahaha... lame faces... today a bit slow... but nvm... still got a few good shots... den wanna go eat long john... in the end... haha... when to the lu tian xiao chi... the hawker at the open carpark there... soooohhhh da lame... we both ate rich... 15 satay... 2 stingray... 4 chicken wings... xiao bai cai... haha... coconut... den got da malay da rice... donno how to say... muahahaha... my kor horz... bth... eat soooo little... liaoz... i gotta finish more den 1/2... aiyoyoyo... den kor face so funny... today we celebrated x'mas in advanced... cuz the deer come singapore today... wahaha... den he send mi back... den louis sooooh da lame... sent me lame sms... gd nite... haha... den abt study plans... bth... louis getting lamer... yahz... that's it... the rest ya guys gotta imagine urself... lazy to write every detail now... tired le... cya... donno tml will be happening or not... haiz... later go back to sch same thing again...

lame day...

2004-09-11T22:58:00.000+08:00

so much thoughts in my head now... donno wat i should do... okai... i'm lost... so wat... so be it... nvm... life is getting more and more meaningless... haiz... getting tired... soon... lame... haiz... i shall stop here... don wish to continue le... die... died... dead... gone... anyone willing to shed even a tear??? never mind... so be it... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

-slience... gone...-

hmm... good and bad...

2004-09-10T21:39:00.000+08:00

didn't blog for quit few days le... didn't feel like blogging... today quite happening... good and bad things... don wish to talk about em... people involved should know who am i referring to... i juz hate this kinda life... haiz...

sooohhhhhzzzzz.... let's talked about the good things tt happen... went to gym with louis and simon today... muahahaha... soo da lame... den saw xue ming... haha... ok larz... he still recognize me... lifted weights... haha... simon lorz... so cartoon... lame sia... den tt louis... lift til half way saw his stupid face luff till no strenght sia... den played bball with simon... sia larz... 1st time play 1 on 1... haha... sooohhhzzz da lame... cuz i don really know how to play... den met kelvin... den went back... hmm... den watched show biz... ohhhh.... tired le... den wanna sleep... haha... tml not going db le... haiz... shall go back the next semester... ya lo... don wanna pull them down... nv attend pool training also difficult... so shall let them concentrate on their training for da race bahz... haiz...

-things never gonna change... never... it's still the same... or maybe... even worst....-

basketball...

2004-09-07T20:39:00.000+08:00

went to play bball today... with sherwin... seelan... soo ling... mas... and tian qi... haha... lame lorz... at least not bad... my first shot chop worz... haha... score three times for my team... liaoz eh... today wear jeans play... first time... and first time playing in nee ann... went to da kismit field there... liaoz... so da hot... donno how u guys manage to play with long pants all da time... bth... den cannot do pull up... den sherwin help me up... haha... lame sia... soooo happy... done four... but not using my strength la... haha... den xiu wen helped me to do IN quiz today... haha... 100 marks worz... she helped almost da whole class... cuz today last day mahz... haha... almost whole class got 100... lame... den went back with louis and simon... haha... louis sooo da lame... at first walked with them and adam and da norman... haha... that adam told me about the dragon boat tradition in china... haha... they all horz... liaoz eh... so lame... laughing my ass off sia... haha... den suppose to meet my mother at lot 1... liaoz eh... she tot i kidding sia... den went home without waiting for me... sia larz... do i sound like i'm kidding??? den told her to wait for me at the bus stop opp limbang... sianz... keep saying cuz i say de not serious... duh... den today mother and brother berli good mood... both crapping and laming with me the whole evening... bth... den after dinner... my mother came into my room... liaoz... like wanna mess da place up litdat... kiddy sia... den make me eat orange... haiz... shit sia... today ITA test... didn't prepare for it... don even know there's a test... den never do 8 marks... won't get A this time for sure... last question 15% lorz... sianz... ok larz... started today bad... feeling low... saw juan at the interchange when boarding da bus... gee... we talked quite a lot this time... thanks for da advise... i'll consider it... i'll try yahz... den juan sick worz... take care yahz... cannot let my jing ling be sick... if not i got no more jing ling le... haha... lame... den starting to feel better at da later part of da day... starting to learn to control my temper... if i'm still in da past... she's dead man... huan zhi arhz... i think u'll get wat i mean... think don wanna write till too detailed today... cuz now feeling tired le... some more gotta save energy... cannot sleep now... later got sex and da city... haha... anyway... wanna thanks huan zhi... for being there when i needed someone... giving advise... cracking lame jokes... entertaining me... haha... and most of all... cheering me up yahz... *winkz* wonderful pal... haha... anyway... think i should stop here le... heez... buai guys...

juz another entry

2004-09-07T01:09:00.000+08:00

Why muz you guys always put me thru all this crap... i'm always concern about your work and stuff like that... helping you to remember things and dates... what about you... didn't even tell me anything about it... and wat... blame me for not reminding you??? Not reminding you to teach me??? Since when did you reminded me??? The other time when I though you... I was the one who's reminding... now that I'm absent... do you think that I can trust you??? If I didn't ask... would you even bother to tell me??? Okai... right... the blame is on me again... I knew it... forget it then... Telling me everything at the very last minute... you think that's enough??? Juz because u're too involved with your guy??? I don't give a fucking damn about it... this... never... not that I donno how you feel because I don have one... it's juz that I've lost faith in em... long ago... Everything... why is that so??? I've been going through this fucking shit again and again... when will this end??? Juz like wat the lecturer had said during lesson... one may not treat you as you treat them... I've knew it... from time to time... different people... different situations... all end up with a same conclusion... I'm starting to learn the true meaning of individual... the need for me to learn to be independent... fine... juz leave me alone... wat ever... since you couldn't give a fucking damn about this shit... never... never... I could never count on you again... it's the end... I tot it's over... it's a new beginning... instead... this is juz another continuation... I'm too naive to think that way... trust... is no longer in my dictionary... never again would appear... soon... I'll be gone... to save those troubles that I've brought... no one is to be blame by then... soon... as days goes by... I'm juz taking another step closer to this day... soon... real soon...

bluezZz

2004-09-06T22:08:00.000+08:00

don feel rite to blog today... juz not in the mood... suffering from monday bluez... that's all...

running at da park...

2004-09-05T21:47:00.000+08:00

woke up ten plus today... wanted to watch the netball match de... but forget the time and channel... haha... so i wanna watch astroboy... too bad... havent even watched for ten minutes den end le... so i went back to sleep... den vivien sms me... wow... my primary school classmate... but only tell me she changed her number la... but also happy... haha... den... woke up den ard 1 plus... hmm... sia larz... go wash up that time hor... looked into the mirror... panda eyes... haiz... den watched kill bill vol.2... haha... actually that show donno m-18 or r-21 de... but my mother loan the dvd... den ask me wanna watch or not... but never watch the vol 1 so a bit blur... but also nothing de lehz... donno y i cannot watch in cinema... haiz... only a bit bloody mahz... treat it as happy tree friends lorz... hmm... den wait for ming sui come my house... she wanna borrow shoes... wore bball jersey today... more cooling mahz... don really have sports wear... bo bian... haha... den see myself... wah liaoz... sooo da tanned le lehz... miz two weeks of trainings still so tanned arhz... chem larz... den stadium cannot use... so we went running at da park... i think one round like slighty more den 400m lehz... like so far sia... den jing shi arhz... i don wanna say much... u go and think yourself bahz... haiz... den came my house do table top... push ups... blah blah blah... haiz... so sianz... den litdat one day pass le... havent write script for cats... nvm larz horz... still got one more week for me to think about... haiz... den now so smelly... havent shower... muz wait till not so full le den shower... liaoz... today dinnie cook all those that i don eat de... haiz... den waited for mother to come back... she cooked fried rice for me... wahaha... not bad sia... but now sooo da full... haiz... ok larz... tired le... wanna go rest den shower... muz finish watching the pay check... tt dvd lo... tml gotta return le... if not gotta fine more money den i'm at blame again... after... oh... channel u got those scary scary show at 10.30... so wanna watch... argh... forget to watch 5566 today again... haiz... nvm... next week... shall remember... keep in mind... ok... den wanna sleep early today... oink... haha... buaiz...

tough dragon boat training...

2004-09-04T22:32:00.000+08:00

finally... ate mac today... for breakfast... so da full... den come my house take a nap... ok... nap = slpin not longer den 1 hr... jing shi... understand??? den we went out at 10 +... sianz... waited for bus for sooo long... more den 40 minutes... fed up sia... leave home so early den in the end still late... den take cab also wait so long... finally take lrt to bp... den mother found a cab for me... silver cab sia... but the driver a bit attitude... haiz... den run today... siao lehz... run from kallang to esplanade back to kallang... shack... i know i ran slow... but i still complete the whole thing worz... den i slowed down... shu ling accompanied me... hmm... she's good... glad to have her as my leader... but i think i quite disappointed her today... cuz i stopped... but not for long... she's caring... when run under the sun and there's not much shade... she asked me the run under the shade den she run under the sun sia... den she'll never leave you behind no matter what... the best thing... she'll listen to you... that's the best part... and she won't throw and lose her temper on you... i like this leader... den run back that time got this group of cute uncle... haha... keep cheering for me... the way arhz... funny sia... thanks anyway... den run back got so many people encouraging me... of cuz... i donno some of their names... but... i still wanna say a big thank you... heez... den havent rest enuff den start rowing le... jing shi ar... i know u seeig this... for u to read... drink my bottle never give me... dying sia... den... went to the boat... got the feeling that i'm black listed le... haiz... den we went up to land after 2 sets of 1000m... but really berli tired... den join them later on for the 10 20 10... that's fun... i'm starting to know what they mean by twisting... really... after ah bao had told me... den went to eat with jassmin and jing shi... ate a foot long sub way wrap... haha... so da full... again... gain back wat i've lose... didn't went to suntec with the team... scared will feel awk ward... hmm... den so tired... tomolo not going sentosa le... postpone to next week... haha... not bad... cuz i juz spent all my money... den reach home not even 5 minutes... mother started scolding again... concern or not concern about me... past or present... all bring to me den started scolding... sianz 1/2... haiz... so tired... feel like sleeping... added another testi for shu ling... juz added... hmm... den now chatting online... conversation sooooo da lame... haha... first time chatting online with joanne... also another lamer... haha... haiz... den tomolo going running again... wanna try run 5.2 non stop... muz train harder... after talking to shu ling... melissa... qi jia... and shu rong... i'm now more motivated... being enlighten... more determine... yesh... as shu ling say... i'm np db... muz show determination... gotta show it to others... yeshhhh shu ling... salute... shall not disappoint any of them anymore le... but for now... i gotta go and sleep... haha... tomolo den go run... zzzZZZZzzz... now 11 le... wanna sleep le... buaiz ppl... *winkzZz*

nothing really happening...

2004-09-03T17:54:00.000+08:00

hmm... not really a berli happening day... today like shower berli long lehz... also donno why... come out den see da clock... sia larz... 8.25 le... oh... sure late... lucky mothe call ask me take mrt go bb take bus... cuz got traffic jam... haiz... den reached school late again... it's a norm yahz... but not the latest... haha... cuz jam mahz... so lotsa ppl late... den signed up the wild wild arena... haha... the booth there got two of my seniors... when i write my course den tell me they also from inc... so qiao... hmm... den no idea wanna go where... so went bugis with simon... of cuz... got ironic remarks again... but nvm... hmm... finally ate long john le... so happy... den accompany him go buy bag... so gong lehz... ppl say how much den he really wanna pay how much... so bargin for him lorz... also not much larz... only bargin den 5 dollars discount... better den nothing... den we to walk and shop... sia larz... found more things to target to buy again... sianz... that's what i hate about window shopping... den actually wanna go meet lian feng go shopping de... last minute meeting... so never go... den now come home le... wanna sleep de... but start chatting online... on msn... so in the end never sleep... if u guys read my blog... u'll find out my entries are getting shorter and shorter... cuz i'm toooo tired this few days... so... don expect much... den tomolo got training le... haiz... scared sia... about the running... later cannot catch up again... den later cannot row properly all that... twist twist twist and twist... haiz... horz jing shi... haha... den muz mention huan zhi... cuz everytime i read his blog got my name... so i also wanna mention his name here... huan zhi!!! haha... lame... ok... not really happening... so i shall stop here... wanna sleep... if not den beocming panda le... oink oink... zzZZZZzzz... oinkzzZZZzzz.... (pigko snoring)

a berli sleepy day...

2004-09-02T17:19:00.000+08:00

woke up late again... haha... lucky i still went to school in time... haha... den today gotta take temperature... so lame sia... den when to IN class... haiz... so da sleepy... really sleepy sia... haiz... but cannot sleep lehz... some more now IN cannot play with labby le... hmm... really don understand... donno why people say this is fun... i studied for some time le but still donno what's going on lorz... haiz... sianz... den jasmin bought new phone... took pic in class... haiz... never save sia... also no use... haha... hmm... den bought biscuits and chips to share with jasmin for lunch... haha... i like da chips... but expensive sia... haiz... now blogging... but also wanna sleep... haiz... den i got back my maths paper le... hmm... 92 lehz... haiz... den my del lor... if never make those stupid mistakes den can get all A le... sianz... den got 64 for del... 31 marks gone cuz of careless mistake... drew the AND and OR... NAND and NOR gate opposite... sianz... den got eps today... sia la... my soldering got B sia... but ok larz... only 5 person got B den no one got A... den got second soldering test today... haiz... hopefully will pass... den now sitting at atrium waiting for my sister... already late for class... den she haven't finish copying her jap homework... haiz... see... don wanna do homework... we're late!!! shall see if i got time to blog again later... gotta go for jap class le... tata... i'm late... soyonara...

not berli happy...

2004-09-01T20:11:00.000+08:00

things will still be the same...nobody really understand the meaning of respect... nothing has ever changed... i still dislike people changing plans... knew it... long long time ago... never mind... i'll get used to it as time goes by... slowly... soon... real soon...

first time going back for teachers' day

2004-08-31T15:07:00.000+08:00

skipped morning lesson today to go back for secondary's school teachers' day celebration... actually suppose to meet su jun... but obviously she didn't make it again today... i should have got used to it... haiz... den woke up late... woke up at nine... so i meet kelvin later... den meet bee siang and miao qin to go back together... mother woke up before i went out... den was questioning why am i still at home... sia larz... my maid never wake me up mahz... den on the way saw shane and onn shuan... haha... ok... den reach hall saw so many people reach le... den saw him... haiz... nvm... still heck care... was pretending not to care... haha... den now den i know alvin was in np too... i never saw him before lehz... den he say i stared at him in school so don dare to call me... haiz... i don remember seeing him lehz... den saw teachers performing for students... why i leave school le den got all those??? haiz... mr lim sang for the school... haha... den mr wee's wife also got perform sia... this looks more like a big family... den saw so many people... den haha... rahim my new stead... lalala... firdaus my new scandler... blehxXx... den ming hui give me rose sia... sooo good... den they keep disappearing... a bit sianz... den phui hae come le... we waited for ls to come... but who knows when they leave... didnt even bother to tell me... if they didnt saw me they most prob wont ask mi along... so i never tag along... know where i'm standing and don wish to be outkast... den went back to sch... darn... lecturer not here... but i still got back my dcca paper though... haiz... 83... ok larz... but think can do better... as i said... didnt study so don expect much... den sianz 1/2... say le all don go IN... den still filp coin all that stuff... in the end... still gotta go... cuz my classmates wanna go... den shouldn't brought up that idea... haiz... nvm... went for briefing for dragon boat... i wanna go abroad too... haiz... den heard one of my friend wanna quit... why people keep quitting??? sianz sia... a bit immune le... keep asking them not to quit... also tired le lorz... den went to buy jasmin's present with ming sui... liaoz... den saw jasmin sia... lucky was not holding on the the present... havent buy... den saw qian hui... walked home with her... den meet her up again after dinner... catching up session... sia larz... talk till ard 10 sia... sure got lots to talk about... den finally remember to watch sex and the city this week... but brother lorz... got maid den still ask mi do this do that... donno the maid for wat... den miz half of it le... sianz 1/2... haiz... see what happen today... i know things will still remain the same... so at least didn't hope much... cuz i know where i stand... yesh... i knew it... all along...

monday blues...

2004-08-30T22:10:00.000+08:00

woke up berli tired today... haha... wake up at seven... den shower and waited for my sister... never pack bag earlier... haiz... den we gotta go sch by ourselves today... cuz mother never work... den when to bukit batok to take bus... haha... saw juan... coincidence sia... but never talk much... still thinking lotsa stuff up there... yarz... den my sister started tickling me on the bus... oh man... everyone was looking... juan... u... didn't rescue me from my sister's evil hands... hmm... den i was berli awake after that... ahuh... finally reached school... den cheng yi and kai xin told me that they'll be late... hmm... so i shall go up first... den went to the library... haiz... sianz... so tired... really feel like sleeping... gotta bare it thru... den went the third level... saw leighton... glad to know that he join dragon boat again... haha... hmm... den type about the book review... we type about three little pigs... haha... haiz... but after that we're all slacking... den i started typing stuff on the key board... things that i've tot and talked abt yesterday... advise that my mother... huan zhi... jing shi gave... and ys... it's all running thru once again... like a movie... rewind... replay... again... and again... i really don think anyone will care abt it... nvm... den i've ask few of my friends... about me... y is that only the feedback that he give is different... is it bias or wat??? i really donno... ok... i'm lost... den went to cats... another sleepy lesson... den went to eat with kai xin... ming sui and sincere... haiz... think i eat half way also can fall asleep... den i tot can eat faster den go home sleep le... but in the end... too engross talking to ming sui... talk til four sia... den go home only sleep 40 minutes... den went running with her... den saw redza again... hmm... ran 6 laps aroung the track den rest and wait til jing shi come... after that ran til third round only den cannot continue le... there's soccer training today... so gotta leave... den wanna go limbang park run... but there's no place to put our stuff so we went to my home... wethey reach my house den don feel like running le... haha... so we all had dinner together... den jing shi stay longer to do her blog stuff... haha... den haiz... juz finish showering... so now blogging... i don think i can write as i used to be writing for the time being... not as thorough... i mean that not all people will accept your offer... not many people will really notice that u're down... not many people will actually try to feel what u feel... nobody really thinks that u're that important... juz let it be... sicked... don wanna care that much... tired... end... ended...

juz my point of view...

2004-08-29T21:12:00.000+08:00

never went to see toys today... woke up at two plus... den never go running too... know that i can't make it in time if i go for the movie today... den meet ys today... i was on time... ok... shall not talk about the unhappy stuff le... i'm tired and not in the right mood now... it's time to do another round of soul searching... today... too happy too sad too confusing too lame too bad... ok... i know today's entry will be boring... or maybe u guys will not choose to read... but...ok... nvm... don think anyone understand... wanna talk about how i feel... now i know why people like to be alone... hmm... i know... i'm not a good person... i'm centre minded... i'm selfish... greedy... slack... ok... i'm the one always at fault... i'm writing this entry not to blame anyone... shall not mention names... i did care... it's because i know not every friendship last... that's why i want to make use of every oppounity to be with friends... i did treat every friend as important... unless something happen... but unfortunatly not everyone feel the same... not everyone seems to understand... not everyone treats me the same as i treat them... for some things to be done... another must be sacrifice... sacrification does not need to be told... i don't like people to know what i've done... don like to claim credits too much... i like people to notice themselves... that's more worthy... but sadly not many people understands the art of it... i shall keep it to myself... even though i seem to have lotsa friends... i'm often alone... maybe i'm paranoid... but i just felt so... there's times i just happen to found people by my side to console me when i'm down... but sadly... not many times... what are friends for??? how should friends treat one another??? hmm... i know that nothing is fair in the world... (*help... my brother came to attack me) haiz... ok... back... away from his evil hands... when u treat someone important... people will not treat u the way u treat them... this is how unfair it is... when i do something when i'm on the line... it doesn't mean that i don treat the person i'm talking to as important... don ever make assumption... don think that u know me well... cuz basically i don think anyone know me well... i don feel it at all... i don think anyone will care... but anyway... nvm... i understand that this world isn't fair... maybe it's better to be alone after all... or maybe that's the reason why sleeping is more pratical... it doesn't disappoint you... you won't feel unfair... you wouldn't be blame at... won't be treated differently... ok... i know some of u guys will feel that i'm saying crap... so be it... don ever assume i know what u're think... i still don have the ability to read one's mind yet... promises are meant to be broken... maybe that's why no one keeps promise...

‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorryI can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorryI can’t be Perfect

people killin
people dyin
children hurt and
women cryin
will you practice what you preach
and would you turn the other cheek
father father father, help us
need some guidance from above
these people got me got me questionin
where is the love?(love)
where is the love?(the love)
where is the love?(the love)
where is the love?
where is the love?(love)
where is the love?(the love)
where is the love?(the love)
where is the love?
(where is the love the love my love)

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
And lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

i'm tired... really... tired... this is wat i always get in the end... never mind... i know where i stand and wat i am... tired...

z pop...

2004-08-29T02:38:00.000+08:00

juz went to z pop... den i was late again... i waited 20 minutes for the bus... stupid... so long... den the train came... hmm... come le cannot board... waited for next train... sianz... gotta wait for 5 minutes... den treminated... haiz... den suppose to meet at three... reach around 3.3o sia... haiz... think gerald was pissed with me... always late... but i did try to leave home early... haiz... den ys bought apple chips for me... *wrinkz* gee... thanks... den met gerald's friend also called j lo cuz her name is jennifer... den we went to cartel for a drink... we change to sofa sit after that... sia larz... den i faced the glass... so many people walking towards padang le... scared later we go too late den stand behind cannot see... too short le... who to blame... still got soooo many people wear pmk or pink top... sianz... oh man... still got people wear exactly the same pmk, pink, same design shirt... haiz... hmm... can you believe... gerald told his friend he's bringing a kid along with him for da concert??? the kid was referring to me... duh... so bad... den found out other den ys... the three of us got panasonic phones... haha... lame... ok... den keep suaning him... den gerald got two more friends came to join us... hmm... one is pei yi... the other is winnie... den waited for them to eat... hmm... haha... so happy... the j lo told me i look like 18... haha... okok... den we were talking about jay and z pop... so excited... den say we shall go for jay concerts in future... *wrinkz* den went in... stamped the z pop stamp on my arm... den got free light sticks... lotsa them... den got free rain coat... looks like a wind breaker too... can wear next time... but go z pop logo behind larz... small one... not really big... den actually we're suppose to stand at the back... cannot see anything sia... cuz we reached at 5 plus... den j lo saw her friends... so we went to the front... haha... den saw chu xiang...place i was standing... not a bad view... but still a bit behind... den after that we saw the u channel people performing... den saw energy rehersal... first time saw energy... so excited...a di new hair style cool... milk... haha... cute... den after that we all stand up le... squeeze my way to the front... stand by the side... third row in front sia... not bad... wow... first to perform... nan quan ma ma... cool... dan tou... kawaii... haha... cute... their song also... wow... haha... nice... den got few artist i never heard before... den got some i don even know got particpate sia... den got linda... not bad... haha... look cute... den got angela... her voice so solid... haha... den got jj... cute... berli fair... zhang zhi cheng... haha... his new hair style looked better... haha... and... yeah... yida... and FIR... haha... FIR rox the whole concert manz... when they come out... people all shout sia... everyone know how to sing their song... den when faye put the mic in front... the only artist got response i think... haha... cool... den faye cry sia... yesterday was faye's birthday... we sang birthday song... she say sooo touched... haha... den still got ah bao and brandy... hey... gerald bluff me... say got cyndi... haha... den when we stand up we got seperated... i'm with the pei yi and winnie... hmm... haha... ok larz... not bad... but this concert damn lame... got commercial de... sianz... den still got president come... come le den ask sun ho sing song... when sun ho went on stage... people behind keep throwing light sticks... keep hitting the people in front... obviously got me too... den berli angry... people in front keep shouting back to them... haha... i juz don like sun ho... didn't know she's going sia... if i know den i will think twice about going... donno why people will like her sia... or cuz like her got free goodies... save money... haha... den half way thru... gerald they all went off le... den sms us... so we three waited for yida and FIR... oh manz... they rulez... den winnie too... went off half way... bth... leaving two of us alone... den we shall enjoy... haha... got really high when FIR came out... decided to buy their cd... nan quan ma ma's too... haha... we didn't stay throughout the whole concert... we went off after watching FIR... a lot of people went back too... after FIR had performed... haha... y no an ko??? haiz... didnt get to see energy... but nvm... cuz i saw them when they reherse... i also though of getting energy's cd... but everytime though never save to buy... haha... den we went to look for gerald they all... haha... ys manage to take pics of nan quan ma ma... dan tou!!! haha... FIR!!! but never took for jj... zheng zhi cheng... angela... yida... blah blah blah... but took lotsa pics of linda... he also manage to take pics of energy when they reherse... but small one... not that clear... haha... nvm... should be grateful huh... heez... lalala... blehxXx... den we when to walk around... hoping to find some place to sit... stand for so long le... haha... den i saw pei shi they all... haha... fate sia... everytime saw them... den lian feng kor sms me... den called back... sia larz... he really came to meet me... hmm... den we went to withdraw money... went chinatown to eat... yum yum... haha... but walk so long den finally found a place to eat... so late le... den mother called... lucky never scold... but gerald and ys seems funny when they saw lian feng... den lian feng!!! promise me not to smoke... break another promise again... haiz... nvm... also nobody to control him... den he hurt his knee this afternoon... ouch... take care yahz... now my lao po le... haha... yahz... up grade le... now become my wife... change sex too... hmm... den no last bus after i ate... haiz... den... took taxi to sommerset mrt... took NR 3... haha... den went down at lot one there... went to buy magazine... haha... den send me home... thanks worz... gotta make u go back so late... cuz it's already 2 plus when i reached home... haha... den jing shi ask me go runnig tomolo... gerald ask me to go see toys in the morning... den ys ask me go watch avp... happening... nvm... donno can go out or not... hopefully can bahz... hmm... sianz... now den realize not next week get pay... haiz... is the week after sia... broke for another week... sianz... den wanna thanks kelvin again... haha... den jing shi... sowi larz... i can't sign out juz now... tomolo got time den help you to try out... haha... so good sia... she say she miz me worz... *blushed* and stop calling me mummy... les partner... haha... ok larz... donno wat to add le... sooo tired now... 3 plus going to four in the morning le... soo... i muz faster go catch some sleep... haha... see if i can recall anymore things to say about the z pop den continue bahz... haha... nitez everyone... or should i say... morning... heez... blehxXx...

common test free day...

2004-08-28T11:31:00.000+08:00

juz took my dcca paper today... yeah... yesh... don think i've flunk it... haha... but the last question... i was unsure abt... nvm... lotsa ppl got da same answer as i do... *wrinkz* den my del lecturer came to collect my paper... haiz... saw him den i got the guilty feeling... when i walk out of the exam hall... he ask if it's easy... oh man... guilty... heez... feel sorry for not studying del... even though i didn't study for all... but... i think i can do better... definitely... hmm... den saw so many people wearing pmk today... sincere phua lorz... say i make fun of me cuz i wear pmk for two paper... but i going out today mahz... so feel like wearing... he also wear pmk worz... haha... den this morning... as usual... my mother nagged at me for not getting up early... but get up early also no use... no wash room avaliable mahz... haha... ok... i know... excuses... heez... den my mother bought carrot cake for me for breakfast... haha... long long time since she last bought breakfast for me... *chrip* den my sister... yes... i know u'll be reading this... u... haiz... ask me share with u all... let u eat still give ironic remarks... hmm... haiz... den this morning... my sister and father... liaoz... so noisy the whole morning... haha... i cannot even rest on the car... duh... donno why... sleep at 2 plus yesterday... but still can concentrate for the paper this morning... 4 hours of sleep... don think i wanna take a nap now... cuz later gotta meet gerald they all for z pop... scared later oversleep... heez... den to reward myself for knowing how to do the paper... i treat myself yami yogurt... haha... always yami yogurt ritez... haha... den went there... havent open... haiz... den i stroll around till it open... hmm... den now den realize ntuc got sell the apple chips i always eat... duh... den bought chewing gum... finally... den yogurt is ready for sale... den saw my friend's mother working there... not bad sia... haha... die die also muz eat... lalala... blehzZz... ok... den eat le... so now i'm back home... wanna listen to nan quan ma ma's song... later i go there donno which song they singing... haha... i like their xiang cao ba bu and ha li lu ya... haha... i like the part where they started singing a ka... a ka... haha... so funny... nice... den i wanna thanks charlie... haha... cuz dcca is almost like physic... den charlie helped me to brush up on that... haha... so long never hear from him le... donno how is he doing... haha... lalala... den now juz hoping to pass del... anyway... there's nothing i can do now... hmm... let's see... told my mother maybe i will not use the ten dollars that she gave me to top up my ez link... muz see i got money left or not... haha... den if i got money left den i'll go buy seventeen magazine tomolo... hmm... ok... really feel like sleeping... but scared later cannot wake up on time... should i or should i not... hmm... haha... *seriously considering* didn't go dragon boat today... haha... shh.... mother also ask... haha... but... anyway... yarz... sianz... feel like going sentosa... haha... yesh... again... i'm still longing to go sentosa... haha... donno lehz... now exam finish le... donno when den can go sia... haiz... still thinking when should i go back to secondary school to wish those teachers happy teachers' day... haha... haiz... really donno wat to write le... cuz too tired le... so... shall stop here... shall continue when i come back... hopefully... if i'm not shack... haha... still till go wat sia... so serious... ok larz... end... ended... end le... stop reading... end le still read... ok... i shall not be lame... tired le... haha... lalalala... blehz... blehxXx... hmm... zzZZzzz...

later part of the day

2004-08-27T21:56:00.000+08:00

hmm... later part of the day... maybe i got nothing to do this few days den keep blogging... haiz... a bit sianz... no mood to study lehz... actually don intend to come online tonight... but too boring le... haiz... juz my mother cooked chicken for dinner... haha... not bad... but did i mention chicken... ok... i know u guys are thinking that i'm gonna link to something that i'm not berli happy about... yarz... ok... rtiez... my grandmother... she's cute... since 3 this afternoon til juz now i had my dinner... she kept calling... i've already answered 4 calls from her... all the calls keep asking if i've eaten chicken... argh... 4 calls doesnt include those that my sister and mother picked up... my mother know how i feeled... that's why when i picked up the phone... when she sees my expression... she'll take over the phone... haha... thanks for da rescue mom... den i watched tv... seems like a long time since the last time i've really sat down and finish watching one show completely... oh man... i juz realize i miz the episode for this week's sex and the city... ok... back... den i notice that nowadays ppl hair all so style sia... got the urge to cut hair again... haha...yeshh... i know i did mention i wanna keep it long... heez... but... haha... nvm... den ys called me... yeshh... again... den i donno why... i juz flared at him... i didn't mean to.... but i juz felt that sometimes instead of encouraging me... it's the other way round... haiz... maybe i got the wrong meaning... but... haiz... and i juz don like to repeat myself... yet everything i say doesn't get into his head... obviously i'm annoyed... ok... my fault... but... haiz... oh... gerald came to chat with me in msn... long time nv chat... haha... ok... but i think ys also berli pissed with me rite now... hmm... den my mother came into my room... sia larz... she hugged me... obviously she's in good mood... and u know wat... she ask me to lend her cd sia... i lend her maroon 5... haha... think soon we'll have a smaller generation gap... heez... thanks to her new computer at her office... haha... like a kid...den my brothers turn... juz finish a part of his project... haha... den happy like siao... so also behave like a kid now... even more childish den me... den my sister... something wrong somewhere today... treat u berli good den the next moment will shout at u... haiz... or is this a norm... juz shout at me in front of jassmin juz now... haiz... say i shouldn't mention her blog in front of my in law... how am i suppose to know when she didn't tell me a single thing... even though we know each other well and so long... but i still don have the power to read her mind man...ok... i know that i'm nagging my way thru now... but there's no one i can tell... yarz... so... bare with me... haha... poor jing shi... cnt update her blog... haha.... ok... i shall be good... thanks jing shi... haha... so sweet... sms me when she saw her name... haha... *grinz* cheers jing shi... my dear les partner... haha... i know u get what i mean... heez... haiz... donno why... try berli long le... but still no music in my blog... sianz... nvm... oh... den juz saw this new dinsey cd... 44 dinsey songs sia... i also want... haha... i wanna get that cd for sure... lalala... yeah... my mother paying for my dragon boat paddle... haha... she juz pass me the deposit... haha... so happy... den gerald juz told me he manage to find one ticket for ys... phew... relieve... ok... gotta help jing shi deal with her blog le...

juz another ordinary day....

2004-08-27T15:52:00.000+08:00

hmm... today arhz... nothing much to write about... cuz now only 3.52... haha... den u know wat??? i juz woke up at 3 today... haha... really... this is the heaven for pigko... hmm... ok... but this morning... so da noisy... my sister came in take money from me... to buy battery for the osim thingy... den my phone keep ringing... arghz... wake up that time got one sms den three miz call... duh... so i called back... sia larz... gerald called... long time never heard from him le... heez... den ys called... duh... i called back... den haiz... hmm... asking me wanna go out or not... i say le don want liaoz... duh... keep asking... den keep asking about the avp thingy... if i know don promise go watch with him first... three weeks le... before the avp started showing... till now... he always knock off so late of cuz cannot larz... den watch le den go home so late le worz... den about the concert thingy... yarz... i know... its getting boring... haha... but really bth... den i say let him take my ticket instead... cuz i told him i'll give him one... den he keep insisted not to take... but after that keep asking about it... haiz... also donno wat to do... a bit pissed... i know i'm often pissed... cuz i'm impatient... but... i juz wake up... den keeping say all those stuff... some more... again... my brother... sleep donno how to close the door... den keep saying that we're too noisy... sianz... den wat's the door for??? duh... den jassmin came to my house... hmm... still remember this morning went to the toilet... come out le den she ask me... am i awake or going back to sleep... obviously... the answer is... i'm going back to sleep... haha... haiz... today nan quan ma ma autograph session... sianz... haven't got their cd... no money... haiz... sad... some more today got the sammi concert... duh... my sister and i was dying to go... but too bad... haiz... haha... so long never watch show biz le... haha... wow... tony's new hair style... cool... haha... the first thing i saw on tv... ahhh.... tony... yeah... haha... jassmin's shouting for help now... lesing wif my sis... no time to rescue her from my sister's evil hand... cuz i'm blogging... ok... back... shall continue and let them be... haha... oh yeshhh.... before i forgot... LING SIANG... your hair style and new spects suit u... don ask me again... i know u'll be laughing ur ass off right now when i see this... but... yesh... ok... hmm... hao bahz... i shall tell u guys about my dream... i dreamt abt ahem... haha... i dreamt that i've saw him four times and he wave hi to me... he even remembered my name... oh man... cool... den i dreamt about my friends... obviously... yesh... again... if ling siang is reading... u must be wondering if i've dreamt about you... yeshh... i've dreamt about summer clan... and of cuz arche also... hmm... really miz u guys a lot man... still hoping to get back to those days where we all were juz soooo close... hmm... anyway... den dreamt of him... yeshhh... ling siang... u should know who... the one i've not been talking to... haiz... ok... those were the days... when will they be back... shall wait... ok... den jing shi... haiz... where's jing shi... she's missing... bth... lost in the woods... haha... yeshh... bao beizZz men... LCM... of cuz... obviously... i won't forget u guys lar... don worry man... how am i suppose to forget about u two... u two better not to... haiz... feeling like going to sentosa now lehz... donno why... i wanna go sentosa... hmm... wanna congrats kelvin yarz... your handphone is back in mission... haha... haiz... now berli sianz... where's my entertainer... a lousy one is even better den none... soo... jing shi... where's jing shi... ok... don laugh alone facing your labby when u see this... haiz... no mood to study now lehz... sianz... having dcca tomolo... hope i don flunk another paper again this time round... haha... ok... it's not funny... i shall go find the rite mode and rite channel to tune to my study mood now... hopefully i do find one... well... well... ok... i'm gone...

dinning fest

2004-08-26T20:27:00.000+08:00

ok... i did mention i wanna sleep juz now... but... my parents came back in time... they bought ba kwa... oh.... oh... man... i love ba kwa... but it's so fattening... aww... the fats that i juz get rid of this afternoon... it's back again... darn... den tonight's dinner... man... it's heavenly heaven... i got prawns... the method that my mother used to cook... gee... great stuff... u can never imagine... it's... oh... ok... anyone drooling??? ok... den my sister cooked butter button mushroom... haha... got black pepper... i love that!!! ok... den i ate rice... ok... got pic of it... but donno can upload or not... haha... ok... den sms lee juz now... she didn't manage to get the tickets... haiz... sorry ys... not i don wanna get it for u... somehow... i guess his blaming me... but the way he told mi and the way he talked about it... or am i being paranoid??? haiz... anyway... can see his already planning plans for that day le... sorry to spoiled it... i didn't mean to mahz... haiz... anyway... ys also told me about this gal on channel 8... he say she looks like me... she reminds him of me... ohhhh.... pls... i'm not that old larz... duh... not alike!!! blehz... haha.... haiz... anyway... i'm soooo full now... so long never been so full le... bth... haha... ok larz... juz to tell u guys wat i eat to make u guys drool... haha... OOooooo.... haha... o.0

happening day

2004-08-26T17:15:00.000+08:00

haha... eating apple chips... anyone hungry??? heez... hmm... del test today... sianz... didn't really prepared for it... haiz... after i handed in the paper den realize... i actually draw and written everything opposite... shit... fail for sure... haiz... hopefully not... den my mother called... scolded... not scold actually... should be more of nagging... haha... nvm... den went home with jasmin today... first time go back with her with the only two of us... haha... not bad... went lot 1 to buy some snacks... den accompany her to buy lunch for herself and her boyfriend... haha... i also hungry le... hmm... den when gym with juan today... haha... spent one hour sia... first time go cck gym lift weights... my biceps are tired... not aching though...den saw ling siang... den when swimming... haha... actually... not really swimming larz... den went to play the slide there for the first time also... haha... cant get down cuz my pants are rough... he came from behind and push me down... haha... thanks man... if not i donno gotta stay how long in there... heez... but we both went into the water the same time... haha... i hitted my butt... owwww... den we went to wave pool... today de wave not so strong lehz... haha... compared to that time i go with lian feng and jing shi de... or cuz i'm laughing all the way that time??? hmm... but i did laugh today also... well... nvm... haha... oh... i juz finished my last packet of apple chips... haiz... sianz...ok... back... den he when to tanned himself... mean while... we had a chit chat session... haha... i think he cannot stand me sia... heez... ritez juan??? lalala... got too many stuff that i don eat le... say le next time gotta go ice skate de horz... haha... don bluff... haha... den we went to wash up... haha... i didn't really take a berli long time to wash up ritez... hei hei... ha... den we sit down talk talk... den explore my phone... hmm... den went to see how's ling siang doing with her table tennis...but didnt really walk towards her... she's with her friends mahz... haha... hmm... den we walk back together... den he go to his sec sch there den i go home... sia larz... first time went gym and swimming alone with a guy sia... juan... gan dong mahz... haha... hmm... not bad sia... anyway... jing ling berli easy to get along with... so... nvm... haha... hmm... den jing shi juz msg me... told me she passed her test today... congrats... heez... den talking to ys... haiz... sacastic guy... ha... nvm... hmm... i'm tanned... haiz... sia larz... later i cannot turn fair again... ohhhsss... how??? ok... nvm... hmm... ok... i shall stop here now... yawnz... i wanna sleep le... haha... it's 5.15 pm le!!! ok... gotta sleep...

berli good morning...

2004-08-25T14:03:00.000+08:00

hmm... woke up this morning... not berli good mood... wake up den saw my mother like not berli happy le... haiz... ohh... it's 7... rushing for time... den i go shower... den donno why suddenly my sister shout... haiz... keep asking if i'm going to sch... say don have le still keep asking... bth... in the end i went out of da bathroom after i shower den i shouted i going to work larz... ohh... shit... i didn't know my mother was still at home... arghzZz... den she sounded not very happy when she talked to my maid after that... oh man... i'm doom... i told her i'm going to sch... she donno i working sia... haiz... sianz 1/2... what a great morning... den i took bus to interchange... stupid bus keep jerking... den everyone standing was like going to fall forward anytime... haiz... den found out... actually got accident in front... but y muz jerk lehz... bth... hmm... den took mrt... this stupid fellow... keep pushing me cuz he wanna alight... donno how to say excuse me... besides... i'm getting down too... haiz... nowadays... donno why... feel that guys are getting soooo gentlemen that i cannot stand... bth... den walk to work that time... haiz... disc man horz... make me fed up... low batt den i go change batt... but still keep stopping... if not... skip tracks... as if i listening to techno... haiz... den recieved sms from mama... ask me to call her when i'm free... sharks... die liaoz... den start working... haiz... first thing i got... paper cut... liaoz... today soooo da lucky sia... bth... den knock off le... oh no... my mama called... haiz... to call or not to call... either way... i'm juz gonna die sooner or later... so i called... hoping god bless sia... den she didn't pick up... nvm... reach home den call again... still didn't pick up... haha... ok... maybe i'm blessed... juz for now... heezZz...

hmm... what should i say...

2004-08-24T20:58:00.000+08:00

this is my first entry... what should i say... or rather... write... hmm... well... the first thing when i woke up... i saw this sms on my phone... it was kelvin... he told me he saw the testi i wrote for him... he was touched... haha... well... not many people will say that to me worz... not bad.. juz took my eg math paper today... didn't really study for it... or should i say never... haha... ok... i'm lazy... hmm... the paper is quite easy... but don think that i'm able to score full marks though... den i went to jurong point with kelvin... hmm... i bought lotsa tibits worz... can u believe it... i bought this packet of chips which cost me four plus... haha... not that i tot that it was ex... but usually... my mom will pay for it... haha... crap... nvm... hmm... den tot of going to the autograph session this friday... ha... but too bad... u wanna know why??? cuz i havent got their cd... ok... that's why... still thinking if i should go back on the 31st... for teachers' day celebration... but if i were to go... i have to skip class on that day... haha... *serious consideration* hmm... see... one of my friend told me if i get a blog... i won't be lazy to update... i sure got lotsa stuff to write about... haha... well...